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Online Diary
Date:29/10/2008: Wednesday night~ I saw her today. She's so much prettier now too
miss her so much. Met her at bus stop for free bus to au. We went on the same bus
also. Didn't talk much though...felt like there was a barrier between us. I feel so bad
for hurting her in the past (sigh)... She's too good for me.
Date:22/10/2008: . My birthday today. Wasn't planning on doing anything but Eric and them planned a surprise party for me. lol I was so shocked~ Candy and Karen saw my room too kyaaa>__< so messy lol. Gave a bad impression kaa~T__T Had dinner at korean bbq place that I've never been before. Its actually quite nice and I think I'll go there quite often coz its quite yum/cheap too! :P :P. Afterwards we went to that yoghurt place next to Wendy's to blow cake lol. hahaha Candy made the cake but she used the wrong baking powder so it was like the ones for muffings lol^__^ but that's actually better I think because I don't like normal cake powders/stuff lol^^ soooo tired....need to sleep now or I'll die tomorrow in class>__< lol.
Date:21/10/2008: Tuesday. Bday tomorrow~ (sigh)...20 now...feel so old...and kinda
depressed...hope tomorrow will just quickly go. Don't want to do anything.
Date:14/10/2008: Tuesday. First day of class for the week. Incredibly tired. Incredibly
depressed.Bday next week. One year older next week. Just want to be alone.
Date:12/10/2008: Sunday. Sunny day again and once again, nothing to do. lol.
So depressed lately that I'm kinda neglecting to eat lol...
soooo frustrated....have project due next tues but I haven't started..
feel so bad~ I promised I was gonna try my best for this new course but yet I'm
still the same so lazy...feel so useless T___T.
Date:28/9/2008: Sunday. Sunny day. Nothing to do. So bored. Woke up extremely
early today for no reason. Couldn't get back to sleep mmm...Want to go out, but don't
know where to, and don't know who with.
Date:27/9/2008: I cried in my sleep last night. Was dreaming about my promise lol
Date:14/9/2008: lolz and im back here again~ Sunday~ nuffing to do~ my course starts next
tues at 8:45am (sigh) so earlyT__T. GAARRR!!@!@! I had alot to put in here but whenever
I'm actually on here writing, my mind goes blank. Dam. Missing you heaps lol but I guess
you'll never know^__^
Date:11/9/2008: lolz randomly decided to come back and fix what msn did wrong! dam you! lolz
dam...my comp so slow...lags everytime I type sth here lol. Mmm what to write...
oh yeah! feel so happy that I finally fixed the error! lol
took me half an hour to find the fault lol. Mmm I should redo some blogs and upload sum pics
mmm... Oh yeah, if you're reading this, ignore the the views blog lol its incorrect
I should be getting sth like 40k+ total! pffft! lol jks. Ok dry... Yeah~ if you reading this...
why spy on me for?!
Date:22/11/2006: Haven't posted here for a while now....Happy Birthday Jane!! So sorry that
I didn't know....even though we've been friends for so long...T_T Wish you good luck for
future.
Date:11/11/2006: Aiya...so sad ar...school ended already...T_T my nightmare has finally
come true...the fear of losing friendsT_T.....Although I don't feel a slight bit of remorse or
sadness, I feel a lil lonely now....CAN"T WAIT TO GO BACK TO CHINA!! MY PLANE IS ON
5th DECEMBER!!!
Date:19/10/2006: HAPPY BDAY JIM!!! sry that I popped your balloon todayT_T But it was just
so damn annoying lol...Anyway Lisa W's BDay is tomorrow too~
Aiya....so stupid these past 2 weeks...stupid Sis probably doesn't even know what
MONTHLY BANDWIDTH mean...honest to god she downloads like nuts on youtube.....capped the
month's bandwidth 2 weeks before end of balance day for the month....sheesh....had to go on
dial up...T_T
Date:5/10/2006: WOW...I finally remembered what I've forgotten....here^_^" Lol~ meh...how
many days is that?? Can't be stuffed counting....
Aww man...I feel kind of lonely now that I've finished watching the Prince of Tennis eps (Up to
179 now) T_T I dunno why but it feels like I kinda lost alot of stuff...maybe because Ryoma-sama
is leaving Japan for a very very long time aye? Or is it because I can't get my hands on season 8
episodes yet??=.=" I CAN"T WAIT! Oh yea...I've also finish Full Metal Alchemist the anime...
OMG that anime sucks the most. It sucks even more than GSD! Nothing made sense and the ending
was sooo disappointing...made me feel like crying coz it was so crappyT_T (Not that it was sad, its
because it was so shit lol)
Date:21/09/2006: Lol...I'm getting lazier and lazier day by day nowadays...You can probably tell
from reading this (if anyone does that is~) that its not even a daily diary now...its more like a
every second day diary...lol or odd day diary...Anyway...so tired...from doing nothing....aiya...
so bored...no new games to playT_T How will I survive my term break ar??
Date:19/09/2006: Zzzz....so pissed today....I feel so useless....I got lots of homework...
lots of assessments...due tomorrow...and everytime I try to do it....I fall asleep....and then when
I fall asleep....the wind blowing through my room's windows make my door creak(coz the door can't
be shut properly) and then that sound would wake me up....GOD DAMMIT! AND THEN WHEN I
TRY TO DO HOMEWORK AGAIN I FALL ASLEEP AGAIN! AND THEN SAME THING HAPPENS IN A LOOP!!!!!GRRRR:@ (sigh).... ima dou suru no?? boku ha...T_T shukudai wo shitai...netai....
ARGGGGHHH!! SHINITAI!!!
Date:18/09/2006: O.o....haven't blogged here for ages..(4 days if you can't count)....
MEH!~ stupid origami "Fluffy" Bear...got stuck on step one of the 86 steps....then Fiona helped me
but then I got stuck at step 9 and I just couldn't be stuffed so I ate my piece of paper...
Yummy.....lol
Date:14/09/2006: (sigh)~ these few days has been so tiring...dunno why....I'm always
exhausted ever since after the exams...I feel like I don't wanna do anything...school's so boring...
Date:12/09/2006: Kinda disappointed my teachers...especially classics...all NA lol...T_T
dunno how to study for it...
Date:10/09/2006: Didn't do much today....got up at 3 something and just sat around...doing nothing lol
Nothing much happened today...just gonna get a haircut soon after I finish watching Spiderman 2
(its 11 now)and after that....nothing...lol. Damn school's tomorrow again...
I hope I can get up in time....
Date:9/09/2006: Man last night (and this morning and afternoon) was funn ass!!
THanks Kelvin^_^" and Happy Bday lolz. Danny how's your foot muscle? lol.
Fah out drink till you drop lol *Brian you gone!* Lol the tennis game was crack...
I pushed so hard on the keys that my fingers have blisters now lol...not used to a ps
controller...meh kinda sucks....so tired...just got home(3:29pm) and my parents told me that
I have to go out for dinner tonightT_T GOD I JUST WANT SOME SLEEP! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!...
Date:8/09/2006: Ok...today exams finally over and soon I will go to Kelvins house then go ct
do some guitars and then go back to his house to get drunk^_^ and stay overnight too^_^
Anyway I won't be able to blog tonight....cya^_^
Date:7/09/2006: O.o Looks like I forgot to blog here yesterday again...there was too much......
playing around^_^" lol not studying at all before exams these days...
Meh...geo exam tomorrow....so gonna fail itT_T and right now all I can worry about is what to eat....
so hungry
Date:5/09/2006: Oh man...!!! lol totally fked up today in Classics lol...didn't even know basic facts
about those architecturesT_T...I had to slowly to "pretend" I had heaps to writeT_T
lol...this is the result of not studying...I guess I kept it TOO real ate KC??
lol...too much KiR products lol
Date:4/09/2006: O.o I received news that Steve Irwin?? (I forgot the name) died.
*He's the guy that hosts Crocodile Hunter*. Anyway he got killed by a stingray on the
chest while filming about stingrays in the Great Barrier Reef in Cairns and now theres this
msn message going around about putting a turtle (tu) in front of your
name to give respects for him so now my msn list is full of ppl with turtles in front of their names
in my msn list now. Anyway...moreabout me now *lol* Played all day today...Classics exam tomorrow
afternoonT_T I haven't even finished reading Book 6 of Virgil's Aeneid and its going to be examined tomorrow...
What should I do??T_T I don't want to study either...Classics so dryT_T Have to write essays
and crap...Meh why did I even take itT_T
Date:3/09/2006: Looks like I forgot to blog here yesterday again...(sigh)...
Meh yesterday was quite fun for me
Had lots of dota games with people I dunno(6th Formers) Man in one game I was 1 vs 2 6th Formers.
I eventually lost T_T But it was difficult for me coz I was playing in windowed mode of WC3
so I couldn't use hotkeysT_T
And Demon Witch(Lion) has so many spells too...well I probably would've still lost anyway,,,
played games all yesterday till today 5am...I probably will play games whole day today again...
(ignoring exams). I feel so free
now that accounting exam is over^_^ Stuff the other exams lol
Date:1/09/2006: YAY!!! I FEEL SO HAPPY TODAY!!! Finally finished accounting exam^_^.
I am so happy coz I think I can get a Merit for concepts^_^(I'm dumb ok? getting merit in concepts
for me is like a miracle coz I have trouble remembering^_^")...Meh kinda sucked in the cash
flow statement thoT_T...didn't balanced by
$216,000! lol....maybe somethings wrong with the interest paid coz its 216,000 too...
Date:31/08/2006: Meh~ I regret not studying for accounting 3.1*concepts* T_T...
I'm so scared of tomorrow...
I spent the whole day studying for accounting today...and I still haven't even started studying for
concepts AND its 9:13pm nowT_T...so scaredT_T
Date:30/08/2006: OH MAN!! I FEEL SO USELESS!!!...I can't even resist my computer for 2 daysT_T...
Date:27/08/2006: O.o looks like a forgot to blog here yesterday again...So tired yesterday.....man...
I sucked in guitarfreaks yesterday...dunno why...the more I played the more I suck lol...
Man...I lost 50 bucks yesterday lol...dropped it somewhere~ fell out of my pocket...
then I later on dropped 40 bucks but luckily I found it lol
thats when I noticed I lost the 50T_T~. Anyway...gotta start studying now lu...T_T
Lol I dunno why but...these past few days (probably coz of boredom) has made me think about you
again~a little feeling towards you again...I must be going nuts lol
Date:25/08/2006: Me decided to go city tomorrow(saturday) to buy Kelvin drumsticks(Me & Kelvin
started playing Drummania & GuitarFreaks the game) so I decided to get it for his BDay^_^"
Anyway since its nearly the exams(only 1 week away till my first) I've decided to
NOT TOUCH THE COMPUTER from Monday onwards till
after exams finishT_T. Its going to be tough but its the only way I can revise otherwise
I'll just play games...If you guys want to find me, txt me @ 0210374593 or ring my home phone~
Date:24/08/2006: Hey! you guys probably wondering...."how come you skipped a day" well its coz
I forgot to blog yesterday (hontou ni gomen ne^_^") Anyway yesterday was....
*can't remember anythingT_T* I just remembered that my cousin gave me this cool ass game called Chaos Legion...lol I just love it when I hax
the exp and make my legion's stats all maxed^_^". Hmm today was kinda dry...
I was planning on taking a shower
in the morning and go early to school so I can photocopy some stuff for accounting but I
ended up waking up too late for a shower...THEN when I was about to go to school something was in my eye...T_T I could only
feel it but I couldn't see it in the mirrorT_T Because of that it made me late and my mum had to
drive me...THEN when I got to school library was closed...and it was still at interval....
so I didn't have the question sheets...then....
Mr Parratt got angry at me and now I owe him a Moro BarT_T
Date:22/08/2006: Jeeeez!....kinda got burnt today by Mr Parratt lol...I so need to revise for
accountingT_T but whenever I get home I forget all about studying and play games straight awayT_T
I can't control myself lol Its so cold todayT_T I heard that tomorrow it'll be even colder
(0 degree celcius!) T_T
Date:21/08/2006: Phew! I nearly forgot to blog here today...(its 11:29pm right now)
Anyway today passed by soofast...probably because I went to both assemblies lol
(because I finished everything in tourism so Mr Gipps let me go) hmmm...
The pressure is on now that we're so close to exams...(sigh) NOOO Accounting ConceptsT_T ME soo
gonna dieT_T Haven't started writing my study notes OR studying yetT_T
Date:20/08/2006: Man today was so dry lol...I did nothing...woke up at 11:42pm and
decided to do homework at 3pm but I ended playing games till nearly 5.
Then I decided to do some homework but cousin came over and he wanted to watch Bleach from the
first episode but since its english subtitles I had to translate like every
sentence lol...so...I'm pretty stuffed right now...still got like 20 pages to read in the
Aenead for classics to be able to do the homework...(guess I'll just copy your answers Jane:P)
AND I still got accounting hw to do but troy's on tonight and I wanna watchT_T...
I can't watch and do at same time...T_T
Date:19/08/2006: Hi...I felt really AWESOME today actually even if I didn't looked like it^_^
(probably because I got up at 7:30 and took a shower:P) Hmmm I had something to type
here before but I forgot....I can't remember! So bored these days...got no games to play...
no new anime to watch...can't be stuffed
watching 1 Litre Of Tears....zzz dunno what to do...(don't say study or hw plz^_^")
Man...I dunno why but I feel really sad right now. Feeling really down.
Feeling sad because I'm a loner. All my friends have a gf or at least like someone
but me I have nothing. No feeling towards anyone and nobody to ease my loneliness.
Everywhere I look there are couples and love even in horror movies..=.=" Anyway thats all
for tonight...
Date:18/08/2006: oooo nearly forgot to blog here today....actually already too late...
its 12:29am Sunday now...
but I guess I'll blog for yesterday....man yesterday I felt so tired...don't know why...
got up at 12 something but I still felt sleepy...(the hunger made me get up).
Man I have so much homework to do...but I didn't do any today at all...zzz school sucks
I just wanna go to see my friends^_^"
Date:17/08/2006: Hey today was alright~ It started out being frEEEZing in the morning
but it got alright in the afternoon....(probably because I missed breakfast)
man I'm so lost in Geo these days and GOSH why did I even take Classics?!....zzzz
I don't think I can make it into a University next year ar...T_T. I think Mrs Cave(Yr 13
Jap teacher) is going to be replaced by this new teacher...I think she's alright because she
actually teaches in japanese but sometimes I just get soooooOOOOOOOOOOO LOST! lol....
Hey I also got a new blanket and new duvet!! my bed looks sooo pretty now!!
(well much more prettier than before because it looks more like a set)
Yea! looks like my complaining about my blanket being too small finally paid off aye??
Honest to god that old blanket was so small that my feet kept sticking out in the coldT_T
(it was a 1.2m one)
But I think this new one should solve the problem since its 1.4m long^_^(Yay for me!!:P)
Date:16/08/2006: Nothing much happened today...its just yesterday I lent Vicky Li my
accounting book and said she would return it to me before school
(because I have accounting second period.) THEN!!! Vicky never came...I couldn't find her...
she wasn't at school...MAN VICKY YOU BIAT*H LOL YOU MADE ME GOT SO SCARED!!!!
(You know Parrat~No book="Get out of my class") Sheesh lol. |